But...what if...what if Rodney drifts off to sleep in John's arms...and suddenly he's awake, alone in his room...because Rodney was the one who was dreaming. He's the one who wants John to want him so much he can't sleep for all the dreams, so much he just has to *take* what he needs. He's the one who wants John to just *know* what Rodney needs, what will make him come apart, and force Rodney to take it.
But Rodney wakes up and it's not true *again!*, and he's so frustrated, and sad and alone *again!*. And he can't have that. So he goes to John's room and...
That's what I've been thinking all day. It made me blush so much my tutor asked me if I was unwell. *gleeful shame*
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Date: 2008-01-10 03:52 am (UTC)But Rodney wakes up and it's not true *again!*, and he's so frustrated, and sad and alone *again!*. And he can't have that. So he goes to John's room and...
That's what I've been thinking all day. It made me blush so much my tutor asked me if I was unwell. *gleeful shame*