Mental health stuff, not flocked

I hope everyone understands why I post most of my personal stuff locked to my friends list. But in this case I wanted to thank everyone who responded to my post about anti-depressants -- because I'm really very grateful for everyone's thoughts even though I was never able to respond -- ( and ask another question )

Also, is it twisted that I've had 100 icons slots for quite a while and I still only have 54 icons?