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wesleysgirl ([personal profile] wesleysgirl) wrote2010-07-08 06:00 pm

UGH.

Without going into detail, because to do so would risk triggering other people, I got MASSIVELY triggered for eating disorder stuff this afternoon. It sucks. I hate it.

I re-read this piece in an attempt to make things better (and it did help, but not enough):
Kate Harding's The Fantasy of Being Thin.
Excellent comments following the article as well.
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[identity profile] entrenous88.livejournal.com 2010-07-08 10:11 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs hugs hugs*

[identity profile] flaming-muse.livejournal.com 2010-07-08 10:32 pm (UTC)(link)
I am so sorry, honey. *hugs you lots* I hope a good night's sleep will help you center yourself again.

[identity profile] dancetomato.livejournal.com 2010-07-08 11:10 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs you infinity*
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[personal profile] wolfshark 2010-07-08 11:12 pm (UTC)(link)
I hope I didn't do it :(
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[personal profile] that_mireille 2010-07-08 11:20 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs you*
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[identity profile] tsuki-no-bara.livejournal.com 2010-07-08 11:52 pm (UTC)(link)
*big hugs!*

[identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com 2010-07-09 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
No, no, not you at all. It was a totally non-fandom-people-related thing. *Squish*

[identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com 2010-07-09 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you. *Hugs*

[identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com 2010-07-09 02:30 am (UTC)(link)
Me, too! Thank you. *Hugs*

[identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com 2010-07-09 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you. *HUGS*

[identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com 2010-07-09 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you! *Hugs*

[identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com 2010-07-09 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you. *Hugs hugs hugs*

[identity profile] eac.livejournal.com 2010-07-09 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry to read this. And thanks for the Kate Harding link, because as near as I can tell, she's always worth reading.

[identity profile] spiralleds.livejournal.com 2010-07-09 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
Ack. I'm sorry. :: hug::

[identity profile] pattrose.livejournal.com 2010-07-09 03:22 pm (UTC)(link)
(((((WG))))) I hope everything will be fine.
Hugs and more hugs, Patt
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[identity profile] rainkatt.livejournal.com 2010-07-09 05:00 pm (UTC)(link)
::hugs::

Hope you're doing better today; I know how massively jolting being triggered can be. Just know I'm thinking about you and wishing you well.

[identity profile] flaming-muse.livejournal.com 2010-07-09 09:12 pm (UTC)(link)
How are you doing today, hon? I've been thinking of you and hoping you are treating yourself well.

[identity profile] wesleysgirl.livejournal.com 2010-07-10 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
*Hugs* Thank you for thinking of me. I had a pretty bad day but we went out for dinner and I had a salad with shrimp and avocado and I ate it. Go, me!

[identity profile] flaming-muse.livejournal.com 2010-07-10 10:14 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs* That's a good step, so yay! Are you maybe able to have a phone conversation with some of your support system, like your therapist or whatnot? You know, just to try to keep yourself going in the right direction?

*loves*